Church and its usual gesture

Church as far as it is concern, is boring.

0_o? Opps how can I say that? Am I sinning? Different church have different culture and function to play in maybe mine is boring.

I usually sit infront these days. Amist all that, I still feel restless and run towards the back of the church sometimes. And there is like a comfort zone. You can dose off or whatver. A look on their faces shows that they aren’t very interested in what is happening and can’t wait to go home. Yet the question still remains. Why on earth you come then?

Perhaps it is Christian duty. Perhaps they have do so for 10 over years just not coming to church is odd. There are many perhaps. Perhaps they come church so they can be a less sinner.

You can’t blame wholly on the situation of the church members for not creating the ‘ambience’ of worshipful church. Many times the chairperson go AMEN? <— note the question mark and the response was

Yes members have part to play in church by creating the atmosphere by at least not showing signs of sleepiness or tiredness that got carried forward by saturday night fever but more so, leaders have a big part to play then just playing superficial and the usual jargons.

Pastors and Leaders must not be afraid of the outcome of the situation and just go forward. Yes we must heed the voices of people but then again, a thousand people will give you a thousand voice. But the driving force must be there. Once again, this is very subjective.

I suggest that pastors and leaders go and experience how other churches are like. If possible go overseas and experience other church culture and not just stuck here and say oh no we are probably like that. I’ve been to churches overseas and they are all different. The revival the passion the everything. And I tried to bring that back but it did not work that well. But if pastors and leaders would just get out and experience…

Our senior pastor just got back from Australia after 2 months + of disappearance. He went there to preach but also at the same time he get to experience the dynamics of different churches. And boy when he came back, he changed to be more effective. Although the changes isn’t big but the delivery of message has change and it is noticable to those who notice.

How would you lead people to go some place you are not sure about? Sigh. All these ramblings and yea not like I would get heard. Maybe we’re in Jeremiah’s time where he spoke to a wall.

You look smart in a tie and coat

This has been more like a personal thougts and ranting place since this is not so public and only few know or remember

I had work at disclosed hotel in PJ for like 2-3 times in their management office and it has thought me something that probably my company will never get to teach me. Its a dog eat dog world when it comes to corporate companies. Seeing hierachy is something different from my company as everyone is consider friend.

It’s really crazy as you have to constantly watch your back as you might get some word slaying hate mails that never got sent out and most of all intentions that you want to tripple guess. I can’t imagine how people would survive with so much ‘climb up or you die’ environment… You got to be super tough especially emotionally and mentally because people won’t treat you human, they’ll just eat you up… There’ll be no ‘you are forgiven’ in a tough situation like that

But yet in the midst of all those, there are some nice people around no matter how high their position are. Its a sad thing that some positions don’t last long but I hope they will. I am not in the rush to jump to corporate companies though =) I am happy with everyone is everyone’s friend.

I don't have a life. I am very TIRED

Yes. As far as my timing is concern, I don’t think I have a life.

I go work, had to rush eastin’s hotel website till 10pm because they are unsatisfied with the design and came home, on my computer and work on church camp stuff. This is pretty much yep the life I have.

At the same time I’ve received the WMT schedule and on it For 2 months I’ve got not a single free Sunday. Either I’m worship leading, or I am Playing Bass or Drums. Yea I suppose to hang on la until someone takes my place.

I am sick of fighting with the adults in our church. I am sick of fighting with the parents. All they want is to let other children serve but “please don’t touch my children I want them to study”

I am sick of fighting with pastors as they don’t seems to understand the situation at all. They think for things to be done it must be easier for us because we know more technology. They don’t know that it equally consume time. I voiced out during meeting and say. Can we ask brother XXX to be incharge on this this this matter? and All I get was “No lar. Don’t touch church staff” from pastors. Like really? They are the ones who seems to be able to do during working hours.

How to not die like that keep working. Want to cabut but cannot. Holiday also cannot. PPl want to do things do half way. I do till I am done. Most days I feel like Jeremiah. Am I?